When someone I know is hurting, I apply food.

It doesn’t fix things, but it makes me feel like I’m doing something. It’s entirely selfish in that way – a way to get past that feeling of powerlessness.

The bigger the pain, the bigger the portions. So when it’s serious, this recipe is what you need. It’s an industrial quantity of brownie.

I cook these in a disposable aluminium tray, so that the recipient doesn’t have to worry about washing and returning anything. These come in a roughly 30 x 20 x 5cm size at my supermarket, and that’s about perfect.

emergengy mega tray of peanut butter brownies 01

These should be gooey in the middle, and just right for eating directly from the tray with a spoon.

emergengy mega tray of peanut butter brownies 02


Given the opportunity, these should be served with generous amounts of ice cream, but they’re pretty good straight up too.

Brownies: invented for when you need to eat your feelings.


P.S. If you need an immediate band-aid, you can make my peanut butter mug brownies in five minutes flat. That’ll tide you over while these are cooking…